I am now two months boyfriend-free. In all honesty I feel…alright. I feel like I need to be alone for quite some time as the past four years were basically abusive relationships. My previous two boyfriends were honestly idiots who shouldn’t have been born. I need this time on my own to focus on myself as I tended to jump from one relationship into another and I didn’t see it at that time but that was such a bad, fucked up move. Should not have done that.
I need myself. Only myself. Not to be in a relationship with someone else. My uni stuff is the main thing. Uni and my friends here and back home. It’s all I really need to find out what kindo f person I am, what vibe I give off and what I want from myself and other people.
“Днес е забележителен ден – чай ли да ходя да пия или да взема да се обеся…”— Антон Чехов
It’s amazing how much time and energy returns to your life when you leave an abusive relationship
A lot of people have the wrong idea about me and I have no desire to clear shit up.
Сгрешил си - поеми вината. Няма нужда от оправдания.. не сме деца вече.